Posted Jun 25, 2008. Filed under miscellaneous, thoughts. 8 comments.
Music: A Fine Frenzy—Ashes & Wine
Plug: Christina/ Zellow Productions
I wish I knew what will happen to me in 10 years. I wish I knew who I was going to be, and what path I took to get there. I especially wish I was a wee bit taller. ;) I wish I knew everything, and I wish everything came to me easily. I wish I could experience the good and the bad without getting hurt. I’m scared—I’m so scared of who I will become, and what my life will be like. What will happen to me?
I want to move to the country side of France, and live there until I’ve turned wrinkly and old. A little cottage near a pond, where little fishes swim to their heart’s delight. And I’ll wake up in the wee hours to find a settled spring mist surrounding me and the lush greenery. I’m doubtful that these things can actually happen—I’m too dependent on others. I never knew how much I needed the attention of others to confirm my own presence.
Life is one big ass mystery that I’m unwilling to solve. I’ve been dipped in sunlight, and set to dry in the morning mist.
Posted Jun 21, 2008. Filed under gossip, school, coursework, ramblings, friends, offline life, textures, boys, music. 9 comments.
Plug: Iowa Sees Worst Flood (2), Donate!
I’ve been blasting Rilo Kiley’s song Silver lining for 3 days straight. 
I know it’s sort of an old song, but I just love the beat as well as her voice—it’s so mesmerizing. 
If you read my last post, then you would know that I’ve got a summer school program to attend to. I’m trying to finish up all my credits for next year so I get to take more electives. The only downside is that I have to wake up at 6 am, and I have to sacrifice half of my summer vacation. Which sucks, but hopefully next year I won’t have take maths, if I can get my maths’ credit for it in S.S.P. 
Oh & did I mention that I got a crap load of coursework? My maths teacher is currently giving out a ton coursework for those in his class—unfortunately I’m in his class and it’s mandatory in order to pass.
Anyways my good friend Miki recently got dumped by her boyfriend, Kevin. She’s been calling me nonstop to cry on the phone about him, and it’s driving me insane! As much as I love her, I’m sort of happy that they broke up. I know this sounds awfully mean, but Kevin was a loud mouth jackass who talked as if he owned everyone. He cheated on Miki with another good friend of ours, Sasha. This was the talk of the town for two months at our school, and there were so much drama that Miki & Sasha got suspended from school. This is why I hate high school. : I seriously think she should just move on, she’s too good for him. (:
I’m hoping to score some tickets to watch Metro Station perform in Milwaukee, WI—since they’re not coming to where I live. Booooo! ;) Haha, I seriously can’t hate them though, they’re just so damn sexy. (x And yes, I know I sound like some perverted groupie—haha. But darn it, I’m a fucking girl who likes looking at good looking people. 
*Kidding (welll…sort of!)
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