Heroes and fairytales

Posted Aug 26, 2008.
Filed under life, thoughts.
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Usually I’m the one saving people from themselves, but I think today, I’m the one who needs saving. I’ve been feeling pretty bad lately, cranky moods, and devilish thoughts have crept into me. Just the other day I yelled at my mom for no reason, and the other night I had suicidal thoughts. I don’t know what’s happening to me. If it’s teenage rebellion, well it’s come a little late. Already 16 (yes my birthday past), and I feel so old. I don’t feel like as if I’m actually alive…kdjfakljdfklajdsfkljaslkdfjad. I’m so confused. So confused. I feel broken down, and I don’t know what to fucking do anymore. I’m going on a hiatus until further notice. And I know I just came back from one, but I need to find out who I am before I go crazy…er, crazier.

Much love,
August